WHAT IS HAPPENING? --by Daysounds © 2005 What is happening to me, oh Lord? What is this feeling which doesn't go away? Why do I keep loving, After so many times I have been hurt? I don't understand, Father. Could, you, please, explain? What is happening to me, oh Lord? I give blessings, but get curses in return. And I keep praying, giving, loving as before, Is there something with me wrong ? Sometimes, I wish I could be like other people, Who, after being hurt, hate and reject. In a way, I've tried to be like them. At a point, I stopped praying, Praying for the one who into my heart drew the sword . For a few days, it worked. I didn't pray either for a blessing or a curse. I just didn't pray for her at all. But the fire kept burning, My heart exploding. Until, after a few days, Bursting into flames, I prayed for my sister again. What a peace, what a joy... floating in the air, filled with love, Free once more. Why can't I hate? Be normal, like other people, Lord? It would separate me from You? Never, my dear Father, Never, my dear God. I see the cross. I am yours. May always Your will in me be done. I love You, Lord. home / Do Not Be Deceived

copyright 2005 Daysounds (Quotes are allowed indicating source) Daysounds: Federal Government Service Mark Granted December 24, 2002 mail: jesuslovesyou@daysounds.org Updated February 10, 2006